#dude i'm actually so stressed ahhhh

[nikatyler]

Zeph 1.0

can't believe that yesterday i was like eh i'm not sure about that armor, it looks so good on them

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oooh a pretty evil lady!

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same girl, same, about everything that has ever happened to me

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it's been 84 years (more like 16 hours) but i'm finally opening bg3 again ✨

i think i'll do some more goblin camp shenanigans today if possible 👀

ohhh right. essentially i've already murdered like half the goblin camp so now the other half of the camp is trying to murder me, huh?

Me: "ah yes I'm far enough" *the explosion hits Zeph and Zeph dies* *reloads* "ah yes now I'm definitely far enough" *the explosion hits Zeph again and Zeph dies again*

"yeah we've got this" *the entire party dies*

Fucking gnolls man

yeah it's been a long bloody day

HELLO SAY THAT AGAIN

hUH

jesus christ this man is h🫣rny

Okay so I'll go watch a baking show with my mum in a bit and then we're going back and doing da thing 😏

Sorry for not giving updates if you were looking forward to them, anyway a little thing I love is how everyone sleeps on their back. I do that and apparently that's weird to everyone around me? 😂🤨

I will literally be in my bed like 🧍‍♂️

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newest development in my bg3-rotten brain

did i mention this game is doing things to me because it is doing things to me

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Anywayyyy you know what time it is 😌

I may have just spent an hour organizing everyone's inventories and figuring out who gets what armor and all but we're good to go now I think

Explosive shrooms, yay 🤩

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I'm 💀💀💀 I need to go to bed lmao

Okay so basically what happened um. I don't know how but it did. So I wanted to help Astarion. But I clicked the wrong thing. And I pushed him off the boat. And he died.

I RELOADED BUT HOW DID I EVEN DO THAT 😭😭

If there's one thing about me it's that I'll accidentally murder my favourite vampires

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I love Zeph so much they're so prettyyyyyy

Kinda wanna make a modern day version of them in ts4 and have them interact with my other characters. They'd fit right in

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hole hehe. hole

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my bi ass is having a bit of a dilemma rn

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gay gay gay they're in love your honor

HELL YEAH KISS

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Raw footage of me during my latest combat

I was actually so stressed dude 😭 thankfully we made it through but ahhhhh

Does anyone else apologize to the characters when they get hurt? Like sorry lil guy in my computer I'm sorry I'm putting you through this I promise you'll make it out I PROMISE ah fuck you're getting hit again oh no sorry sorry ahhhh

So uh. The adamantine forge fight huh. 🙂

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Granted it doesn't count ts4 correctly rn probably because I haven't updated yet but…yeah 😅😅

(also I have way more hours on ts4 actually, this is just since Jan 2023, I played through Origin/EA app before and then switched to Steam for reasons)

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my fucking thoughts exactly, i hate this battle 😭😭 on a real note i relate to him so much when he's whining DUDE WE LIVE

i should've known he wouldn't take that as a good thing lmaoooooo dude creases when you smile is the biggest compliment smh

FREN!!!

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oops

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I'm sorry what

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pwettyyyyy

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I'm sensing that I may have messed up real bad in Last Light Inn yesterday...ooops

I should've reloaded to see if things could turn out differently but I've done a lot afterwards, idk if I wanna go back now 😂 No spoilers pls, that's something for me to figure out in my next playthrough

"ooops" people DIED 💀 people i had previously saved died 💀

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You're never gonna believe who I murdered again

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I'm fucking crying I need you to resurrect him you moron stop shaming Zeph for having a sex life Update we are so back lads

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Funny how fast I went from "I think Zeph is mostly good, they just want to get rid of the parasite and help people along the way" to "actually fuck it darling you're so right some power would be nice"

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Crying laughing sending this to my sibling who's in art school. On point

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"eh we'll be fine i don't need bonuses" *rolls 1*

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daddy Ketheric omg💀💀

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uh anyway

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this is the best they are the best 🥹

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Don't be upset, I will reload, just don't be upset with me pleaseeee 😭

The "please a videogame vampire at all costs" disease is real I'm afraid

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Uh oh it's almost 3am, tomorrow will be an eepy day, well it's worth it

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I'm so close to having a funny number of hours played 🤭

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Killed the workout, now let's kill this guy that I struggled with for half an hour. Almost killed my whole party in the process so I quit and decided to kill my legs instead 😂

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[reginarubie]

I think most of firesteel fans are in twitter?

But anyway the new chapter!?! Like omg, Aemond is just so protective and so whipped and like he is wearing her ring as his necklace??? In case he needed to confront her?? This dude?? Is he even aware of his feelings?

And akskdld Sansa was probably having flashbacks during their convo because she had a similar convo with Jon. I'm both excited and scared for the next chapter because I feel like you might drop a Daemon chapter??? Idk just a feeling. Thank you for this lovely chapter btw ❤️❤️❤️

Ahhhh nonny, I’m steering very clear of twitter as a personal choice.

As @sansaissteel for sure remembers, under my first Jonsa fanfiction, people tried to bully me and went even as far as informing me they were making fun of me and my work on twitter… (possibly in the far fetched hope that’d make me go ballistic and actually overact at their provocations, which fat chance, but I digress) like people clearly had nothing better to do than advertising my story by making fun of it — I mean how important did they have to make it?

Beyond the point, I kind of got the impression twitter might be a very stressful experience and environment so as a personal choice I’ve decided to steer clear of it.

Don’t know if it’s still the case or if they have calmed down on there, but I feel pretty safe in this little nest I have built here so I think I won’t join twitter, like this is a hobby I don’t wanna make it stressful… unless it’s something that really convinces me (and no @sansaissteel I won’t fall for the “come on, it will be so much fun!” another time, I am warning you)

So any good content you find there please when you have time drop it by here too!, because I’d adore to see it!

😂😂😂 I think boy is aware, just in denial.

Am I gonna have a Daemon chapter? Am I?

Thank YOU for dropping by to show your love and excitement over the fic and ship! As always sending all my love ~G.

[kuiinncedes]

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[ace-of-words]

fivethirty alarms are not good for the brain neither are classroom settings or laptop computers playing music or books sitting open unread on the desk. poetry is not good for my brain– it’s taught me to think only in metaphors and rhythms and words as big and small as lackadaisical and opia. sure, i may be lazy, but i’m a poet: that’s got to count for something. you don’t even have good credit you can write but you can’t edit edit editeditedit focus can’t you? focus won’t you? pressurepressurepressure building up gotta keep it from blowing up i’m trying i’m tryingtryingtrying but i just can’t poetry is not good for my brain– but it’s just as lifegiving as caffeine and holding hands and water… BOOM pressure overwhelmed. edit...edit...edit

– l.m. italicized are lyrics from “edit” by regina spektor

[prettyboybillyhargrove]

Harringrove headcanon: 10-ish years after high school, Steve and Billy run into each other at a bar or something. And Steve is kinda freaking out because he's put on some weight and feels scruffy with his beard, while Billy still looks like he has a six pack under his shirt. Meanwhile, all Billy sees is a guy he already knows is good with kids now complete with a bit of a dad-bod and a definite man beard and Billy is DROOLING.

AHHHH IM A SLUT FOR DAD BOD STEVE *im gonna make him chubby just because I can*

It was Steve's 35 birthday and he was sitting in that quiet dirty bar. After Hopper retired and left the chief status to Steve he had no time to be here actually. He was always on the office. And mostly alone. No wife no kids. No life at all. He made one day exception only for his birthday. Because Robin insisted that's an important day.

Years ago when Billy run away and ask Steve to come with him, he said no. Because he thought Billy was not really meaning it. At first he thought the boy was joking. Then he understand Billy really meant when he said he wants Steve to come with him. But he thought he'd be left alone there when they arrive to Chicago. Thought Billy just wants a road buddy to not be alone. And he'd fine someone better than Steve in a second. So he didn't accept his offer. But he was alone in here. Without Billy. And he regretted every second of his life. He rub his chubby belly without even noticing. It was a reflex he did when he's anxious. "Dingus why are you stressed right now? That's your fucking birthday. We're celebrating it." He looked at Robin and smile a little bit. "Sorry I get lost in my thoughts. Yes I'm celebrating it. Look that's my third drink."

"This doesn't count as celebrating Stevie Bear you're literally mourning. Is this about being alone again? I told you I can find you someone from work. You're just too picky. Wait I need to pee. We're gonna fix this when I come back." Steve laughed behind his friend and shake his head disapprovingly. And then he saw him. Like BAM. THERE HE WAS. Billy fucking Hargrove. Sitting on the other side of the bar. Looking like a million bucks. Hot as fuck. And not a day older than 25. Shirt still halfway open to his belly. Still has his six packs and everything. Drinking his beer and smoking like he didn't graduate 16 years ago.

Yes he heard Neil's dead news of course. All the people were talking about this. But it was actually not big news for the town. Everyone knew Neil went crazy after Billy run away. Not because he loves his son that much but he lost the money with him too. So he did what he did best, drowned himself to drinks. And being a trash bag. Yes he knew Neil die but he never thought Billy would came back for his funeral. The boy hated his father more than Steve hated the Demodogs. Maybe he was just here to piss on Neil's grave.

"Harrington I didn't notice you'd be that hot in ten years, wow. The beard is a good touch to dad bod. It's complimenting your face." Billy was looking at him like he saw something nice. And waits him to speak. His hand immediately went to his beard. He should have fucking cut that shit this morning fucking hell. "Billy. Hargrove. Hi. It's nice to see you too! You still look the same. You know muscles and everything. Jacked and shit. Dude you look good really. But what are you doing in here? I thought you left us years ago man. You did good running away from this shithole tho."

"I didn't left you DUDE. I said let's run away together. But you were too straight to be with me. Too coward. Anyway I always knew you'd be the married with kids type. Your wife is beautiful by the way. You find a good catch. Do you have kids?"

Steve was to shocked to talk. He didn't know what he'd say to Billy after all this years. Billy was right. He was a coward, a pussy.

When Billy did't get an answer he continue talking. His face was smug like he knows all his life. Like he was there. That beautiful piece of shit. "Let me guess. You have two. Because you didn't want one of them to be alone like you. Am I right? You're always so thoughtful about little shits. I bet your wifey didn't even know you did the second child because of that. It was nice to talk to you Harrington. I hope I'd see you around again. I'd love to see you around actually. Without your wife tho. Maybe in a more quiet place. We can talk about the good old days. You know when we were young and gay. You remember that times man? You'd eat my ass and I'd blow you. You know all the dude activities. Ahhh good times." Robin walk from the bathroom and looked between two men. Billy noticed the woman and immediately stand up from hs chair like she was poisoned. Like he can't stand her. "Anyway, bye Harrington. Oh hi and bye to you to Mrs Harrington." He reverence exaggeratedly before Robin and left the bar like that.

Steve and Robin looked after the blonde for a minute with shock. Robin turned from the door and looked Steve with disbelief. "Omg Steve was that fucking Billy? Billy fucking Hargrove? And did he just call me Mrs Harrington? Ewww."

*okay I have so much thoughts about this headcanon already and I'm definitely gonna write a long fiction about that. That's why I'm cutting this here for now. Thanks for the hc.*

[ihamtmus]

ngl gabi, I'm also very entertained by your descent into queen's thief madness. One of my irl besties has been hard core obsessed since middle school (you have, in fact, reblogged some of her art!) so it's like honorarily one of my things. Feel free to holler in this direction, especially if it's about how great costis is :D

HELLO WHY YES LET'S SCREAM ABOUT COSTIS THEN

dude so i love costis so much. i love him with my whole entire heart. and - what's curious - i loved him instantly the moment he appeared in koa which is probably because i did know some spoilers and saw some qt posts before starting the series - and i think one of the posts i saw was that heart locket meme with the caption "costis my beloved" and i, the impressionable fool that i am, took one look at the guy and (despite knowing next to nothing about him except that he was the Big Soldier from some fanart) immediately went "OH IT'S COSTIS MY BELOVED" and it went downhill from there. and here i am. here i am, and wherever it is (it's in love with costis obviously), i'm deep in it.

here i'll admit an uncomfortable truth: the entirety of acok, while sophos was the narrator, i was waiting for gen to appear again but with costis??? he has my undivided attention, yeah, let's read an entire book about the guy and then another! it's honestly amazing how i wasn't annoyed At All by his pov in koa despite him being a new character (probably because the book focused on gen anyway but STILL). it's even more remarkable how utterly i adored thick as thieves despite my fave character appearing only near the end - granted, kamet was a HUGE reason for that but costis too. omg costis too. oh my costis oh my friend

what a madman, honestly. like what is this guy even, what is he doing. like, who punches a king like that. omg i adore him

i adore seeing gen through his eyes, i adore seeing how he went from hatred and disdain to being ready to die for the guy. and i adore him on his own, how he's so honest and reliable but also quick tempered and So Exaspersted and he stresses so much about doing the right thing and being true to himself (the whole self respect thing) - and when he went to the king to confess he told the queen and that baron about him looking out the window, like... costis my beloved indeed but also why are you so embarrassingly relatable at times my guy? ahhhh

and when i thought that i couldn't love him any more and that his relationship with eugenides was all i needed, thick as thieves happened and i lost my mind. which is why this answer is so utterly incomprehensible - i finished reading tat like two hours ago and i barely got up from the floor i ended up on and i can't make myself start reading the last book because it's the last one and it will kill me. so so so

but anyway costis in tat has my heart (and kamet obviously too but that's another story). the guy is so resourceful and quick-thinking and smart actually?? but more importantly he's SO gentle and patient and kind. he does lose his temper but he's quick to apologise. so he's the king's favorite obviously but he's also my favorite, one of my favorites at least, and i'd die for him. so

now i'll try to start the next book while y'all either prepare for a lot of screaming or block queen's thief tag because i will not shut up about it for the foreseeable future

also dude omg now you have to tell me which art was by your friend fjdncksndkcn 👀👀👀

[taetaespeaches]

okaaaay !! here's the ones i'm mostly finished with. petal and dear are still missing, ehhhh.

poopsie

kid

daisy

peaches

holly

most likely not accurate, but i hope you like it nonetheless!! :D

OH MY GOD!!!!!! These are so cool!!! I think you did an amazing job with these, I seriously loved going through them and I’ll be going through them again and again. I took notes on each one actually so....

With Poopsie, I love how you captured that lovable dork who is super pretty and delicate and so full of life. From the pretty and delicate clothes to her warm and loving home, you nailed it. I loved that you included her gamer side and the piano!!!! Also I loved the text conversations, the puns! The love! Ahhhh it was so perfect! I just think you perfectly showed that very soft but goofy personality of hers. 

KID! Edgy style queen with a modern chic home full of her favorite books and music! I also loved the kind of “grind” work vibe you gave her. The tea-obsession was perfect and the skincare queen! Also takeout and more music and books, I love! The texting conversations perfectly captured that sarcastic energy between her and Yoongi. That whole “I love you but I totally don’t care about you, but you’re my favorite person by far but you’re super annoying” thing they have going on :(

Oh Daisy, our aesthetic queen. I loved the kind of unique but mature style you gave her and her home is so pretty and cozy and perfectly put together! Also you made her an intellectual, and we appreciate that because she literally is our intellectual queen. ALSO YOU GAVE HER BANGS!!! And the glasses!! And the winged eye liner yes please!! I love that you gave her work vibe that kind of “yes we’re grinding but in a relaxed and non-stressful way”. The text conversations where they’re talking about books :( and omg THE TEXT WITH THE SPELLING CORRECTION AHHHHH

Oh Peaches, my baby :( you made her the ultimate art hoe and I love you for that. I love the “idgaf I wear what makes me happy” style, I love the eccentric home with the fun objects scattered around and lots of color, and I love that you went full in with her love for photography and art. Also Peaches is here for a good time and I love that you gave her that vibe. Also cooking breakfast :( so cute! As for her look omg you gave her colorful hair!!! And she’s a literal meme I’m seriously such a fan. She looks like a total cutie who will absolutely destroy you if necessary, and just yes, that’s Peaches. I just love the “she’s a lovable mess with a massive heart and creative mind” vibe you gave her. And the sexy, dorky, playful, bff text conversations was perfect for her and Tae!!

Omg Holly, our tattooed adorably gorgeous girl! I love the dress overtop the shirt or turtleneck look, I could totally see her rocking that! And I love how much you included her graphic art and drawing skills bc not only would that be her work but it would be her primary hobby. I also really loved the dark kind of comfortable vibe you gave her home, I think both her and Jungkook would LOVE that! AND YOU INCLUDED AMELIE!!!!! Awww :( oof and BLANKET FORT TEXT! And the text where they call each other “bro” “dude” and “man” while talking about marrying each other hahaha I’ve never seen anything scream Guk and Holly quite like that. 

I seriously loved these, they were so perfect! Thank you for making them and sharing them with me/us. I still can’t fully believe you love the girls so much that you’ve taken the time to do this but it’s so touching to me and I love you so much <3 

[justisaisfine]

So I’ve been infodumping on @today-only-happens-once and huuuh here y’all go, some Sanders bros angst started by this pic:

Coughromancough

Logan and Virgil take more from their mom

(the trial was a pretty public spectacle, yeah? Or not so much?

Cuz like, if it was, I could imagine someone pointing out the family resemblances online and one or more of the boys finding it and. oof.)

Very public

I talk a lot about the mom but like

Roman’s dad was Bad esp with roman

Like;;; he was bad in a very psychological way like threatening him and then doing things but then turning around like “well would you rather I do it to the others?”

“Keep your mouth shut” type of deals

SO LIKE AT THE TRIAL

TO HAVE TO SEE HIM AGAIN AND TO BRING ALL THISE BAD SHITS TO LIGHT-

Mostly the bros didn’t know shit about this right

And Virgil was too young to remember late nights when their dad would come in his and Roman’s room right

And their dad knows Virgil is right there too and he uses that against Roman so so much

(Of freaking course he does. the boys find out when Roman testifies I assume?? Or nah?)

He never talked about it before that

To the point of repressed memories

But with the trial and seeing him again and it’s like Flooding back in

Oh man it makes the other bros sick and Mad and like So guilty in a way because dad always used them as an excuse to get to Roman right

And it’s like finding out someone you didn’t like in your family is Actually Deranged

And it’s that weird sort of dirty feeling of being associated with him

And Kind of being the reason those stuff happened(in their heads at least- because brains are hard sometimes)

(like. maybe this is odd but conversations later that night after Roman's testimony between Thomas and Logan. Maybe where Logan like, wants to check up on him? Because he knows that was rough? But he tells himself he doesn't know Roman's emotional state (and that's part of it) but its also a bit of that feeling of guilt and like, "maybe Roman blames me and even though I know it's irrational to think that I can't shake the feeling of guilt" so he texts Thomas with a "how is he?"(

(And maybe eventually Thomas would ask Logan "did you know?" (because Thomas certainly didn't, right? and he wants to look out for Roman's bros as well as Roman and hearing that for the first time was hard for him so he can't imagine what it might've been like to hear it for the first time and be his brother))

Logan is so split in his feelings about this because on one hand yes guilt and urgh but on the other Hand They Had. A Deal Roman!! We talk about stuff!!! We’re there for each other roman!!!!

Ohhho h man and like Logan knows he shouldn’t but he feels kind of sad and betrayed at being left in the dark about this issue because they’re the big brothers, they have each other’s backs they tell each other everything! Ahhhh

(did any of the bros ask the other non-Roman bros if they knew? Like, did Patton ask logan "did you know about this??" And Logan's just lost and angry is like "no. I didn't.")

And they’re all low key mad too because Roman was always like shouldering all those responsibilities because they “had it worst than him” (even if they’d still argue that he got fucked in the head anyways lbr)

But now they find this out and it’s like !!!? “You Needed protection Too Roman holy fuck”

They’re (well Patton and Logan- Virgil wouldn’t have heard about it since he’s away and only gets snippets of the trial from Patton) immediately on him the moment they come back home the day of

And Patton’s downright sobbing by then and has been holding back in the car ride back but man

It’s finding out the person you always thought to be so strong and you look up to- to see him break down like that scared him

ESP for Patton, gosh he’s been so so bad in his head during the trial and now this on top of it all he is not okay my dude

But he asks Roman if they can stay together for the night and they both don’t know if they’re holding the other to comfort or be comforted but ahhh

(do thomas and roman ever talk about that particular aspect of it all?)

Yeah, tho it’s not a nice talk either

Roman’s still halfnin denial

And half just wanting the whole thing to be over already so sue him for lashing out

He feels too exposed and vulnerable and raw, he’s exhausted and spread too thin the poor boy

So maybe concerned worried questions feel like probing and maybe he just wants to go back to forgetting but man

(so he lashes out against Thomas? does Thomas kinda snap back/him out of the denial? Or does he just kinda take it?)

It’s a tight spot for Thomas cause like

Sure he said he’ll be there for them but what if he’s overstepping? And he can see Roman’s at his limits and probably really just needs support right now not more questioning and digging

CAUSE THomas can tell man those are some deep down repressed feelings and trauma it’s not good to not talk about it

So yeah he takes it- it doesn’t last long anyways, Roman’s no the rough type, and then it’s mostly Roman begging to not talk about it for a bit

Roman really fucking needs a break

Everyone is under a lot of stress and it’s messy

(lkdsjfksdlj I just. Lowkey wondering about like, Roman saying something like "Dammit, Thomas, will you stop with the cross examination?" and Thomas trying to be like "I'm trying to help, Roman" and Roman being like "well you're not! I don't need you to question me or badger me or--"

Cue thomas interrupting with "then what DO you need from me?" because he doesn't know what to do, really and like.

Maybe Roman kinda whirls around to face him and (maybe he's teary a lil???) and is like. "I just. need you to hold me" OR MAYBE THAT'S WILDLY INACCURATE I just love roman/thomas in your au okay im weak for it)

YEAH

So he tries and he’s seen them do this for so long they Talk a lot about stuff so he tries and most days it’s okay it works but man this new thing that’s just too much for Roman right now

And like that’s that right there right? Roman not only allowing himself to be vulnerable but to actively seek out Thomas to be there for him

And it’s not like with patton cause even there he was also trying to comfort pat and hold him

But with Thomas he’s just,,

[hulkieswonderland]

Dude I didn't know you were a 1d stan hell I'll go with you! No seriously, I would actually wanna go with you, no joking and all, but literally all of Niall's concerts next year in Germany/Austria are when I have my Abi exams and, lemme say, I've been crying nonstop about it. This Is Why I Can't Have Good Things. Sorry for ranting, I'm just really emotional about this and if I need ONE THING in my life it's Niall singing too much to ask in my face so!!! Shit, amirite

shdkshsj dude if you knew, i try to keep it really lowkey but when it comes to niall LOWKEY JUST AIN’T WORKING DVDJSVSJSB

ahhhh shit i’m so sorry, i hate it when the timing is so shitty 😪 i hope you’ll still somehow manage to go to a concert, like i know abi time is stressful af but you gotta give yourself some time to relax and get your mind off of the studying and what better way to do that than go to a niall concert and have him make you cry ugly tears at HOW FUCKING PERFECT HE IS

One of my friends really wants to go but i’ll have to see if my other friend also wants to (they don’t do shit without each other lmao) i mean they’ll probably want to anyway, but i’m so anxious that the tickets will sell out really quickly 😪